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i found that my ex-bf had really get married to another gal..as truth she was pregnant...I FEEL sad when i know this..This is totally a disaster to me..He really hurt me very very deeply..I was been with him for 7 years but he married with a gal that only being with several months.. >.<
I really thought that I can released it easily and forget bout' him easily..but actually im not..When I knew the truth..my tears out.. I knew it was silly to cry for him anymore, just dunno y im still doin this idiot thingz ..I keep asking myself..why he did all this things to me? why he choose her? why a 7 years relations so easily collapsed by a 4/5 months relations..IS ridiculous..!! I'm already not sure my tears is for anger or what other reason..Just know that tears keep pourin' out...
I called a friend..IN a very deep late night..She is the only one i think to talk with when i was in this kind of unstable condition..
My friend, Alice..She had really cool down my heart n gave me a very good advice..
Alice, she is a only girl that I found i really can put my hearts down once i listen to her..she told me a story before..Just not to look back for my past..They will just a past..and my future, was even better comin' soon............
She is really my saviour to cool my hearts..She really gave me a lots of mental support..I Love u, Alice..If not her words, I think i cant stop my tears for this..She is a very good soul healer indeed..^^
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From now..I will gain the freedom by being released from lots of Questions of WHY..This is because the LOVE given from me to everyone is just a simple gift with unconditional..UNCONDITIONAL LOVE doesnt need any reason to prove it..and there are no rewards needed too..
Here is my transition. I will sure get my LOVE in somewhere destinated..I will just get all the best from my future..I will thanks to him that hurt me so much to speed'up my growth..Thanks.
Cheers to me..^^
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